On Wednesday, just as the winds and rain were beginning their strongest push towards this state, I was made to say home from work. I puttered around, read stuff on the internet, did a small batch of laundry, and stayed off of the constant drone of impending doom which was the news. There was video of the hurricane when it swept through the islands causing destruction, houses being hit by trees, water climbing up high and making a damned mess. On that morning, knowing I did not have to go to work, I slept until late. My brain and body was so drained from the mental worry that I wound up getting out of bed around 9am. On the day we were going to be bombarded by the strongest rain and conditions, my brain shut down until 10am. Again, the mental stress of it all just broke me down. I missed out on several texts from work, my manager inquiring how everyone on his team was. My cellphone reception was spotty, network was down.
Frustrated but making the best of it, I stayed inside. I could see that the large tree in front of my house had some branches which were definitely hitting the ground. Luckily, none of them touched the house. I would get an occasional incoming text but could not hold a phone call for longer than a minute due to the line being spotty. I managed to ease my parents worries and a message got through to my best friends.
Later in the day, my manager texted to inform us we were cleared to go in tomorrow – so who was going? I went into the office – partially because I was bored but I also wanted to get online and see what had happened. The news was grim. Many parts of the state got smacked hard. Damage, flooding and some loss of life happened. I sit quietly, taking in the bad but also the good – my family, friends and many others live to see another day. The storm has passed and we continue. It’s the best case scenario. Let’s just be joyous we can still meet tomorrow with both feet on the ground.